When you think that things only do happen to you once...

then your thought is wrong. it had happened again. like a movie. reminds me of what i did to others too. its the same thing... the score is 2-1 though, others win against me. or is it 2 all? i lost count. what does it mean when a person went silent all of the sudden for more than 2 months? i know what i mean when i did that... cant sleep, been skipping dinners.. if you read this, please respond back. i just want to talk... sorry for everything, i know not of what i did wrong.

do stay safe and stay out of trouble

goodnight.

the believer, the skeptics and the scientist

if a tree fall in the forest, would it make a sound?

the believer - i can hear it even without a tree falling, heck i hear one right now

the skeptics - if i werent there, i cant prove it, no it does not make a sound, wait, did u just farted?

the scientist - yes it does make a sound, tested with my own sense and the sensors, a tree falling will always make a sound.

me - what are those three talking about? you just have to face what you paste on the facebook.

malls.... walking is tiring.

after walking through shop houses recently, i notice that the shops are far apart from each other. walking from one to another is tiring. now i know whey they invented the malls..

in china, almost everyone knows mandarin; so i heard

what is the language do chinese in malaysia speak? malay loh... ZzzzZZzzz

a blip - how it works

i dont ask for much, dont give out enough either. throughout this life, your actions will affect others; for me, i try my best to minimize both, the actions and the effects. i enjoy life of solitude. it works, for a quarter of a century. it ensures independence; lack of attachment, for me toward others, and others to me. at the same time leaves myself empty. am still leaving through it though, never felt lonelier, more than ever. felt like i want to go far away, staring at the stars on the hillside. lying on my back and thinking deeply.. and hope someone will join me someday.

this is it

i use to think that i will only start to write when i stop talking. maybe i will now, at least gradually.

let me gather my thoughts, until then..

"And the question is, is to have had and lost,
Better than not having at all?" Jay-Z

a blip

my life is one