a blip - how it works

i dont ask for much, dont give out enough either. throughout this life, your actions will affect others; for me, i try my best to minimize both, the actions and the effects. i enjoy life of solitude. it works, for a quarter of a century. it ensures independence; lack of attachment, for me toward others, and others to me. at the same time leaves myself empty. am still leaving through it though, never felt lonelier, more than ever. felt like i want to go far away, staring at the stars on the hillside. lying on my back and thinking deeply.. and hope someone will join me someday.