in life

throughout a man's life, he'll be learning all along.

he'll learn that some would look into others different ways, he would also then, look into others a little different than previously. views changes, a character is defined and being fine tuned all life long. when a man become of age. he would not just look. he would then try to impose on others, his views and his character.

he would however stay to his principle. principle that was brought on to him from his upbringing. imposting this on others is hard if not almost impossible. it might stick to others, mixed into theirs. the only way for him to make his principle stays in life, is to make it appealing. to others, and easiest way is through his heirs.

he would then end his life, with hope that his principle remains.

he is a man. he is me. 2010, finding my character.

how long is long

.. to a person waiting for a train late for work, 10 minutes is long,

.. to a person so hungry queuing at a fast food restaurant counter, 10 men is long,

.. to a person stuck in a 3 kilometers jam, it's long,

.. to a person long jumping in an Olympic game, 9 meters is too long,

.. to a person reading a 2 page mumbling, it is too long

.. to a programmer, 2 mins compiling is long,

.. to a Chinese, black person's is long,

.. any person longing, anything is long,

.. it is very long.. answer me.. even if it is a no.

the believer, the skeptics and the scientist

if a tree fall in the forest, would it make a sound?

the believer - i can hear it even without a tree falling, heck i hear one right now

the skeptics - if i werent there, i cant prove it, no it does not make a sound, wait, did u just farted?

the scientist - yes it does make a sound, tested with my own sense and the sensors, a tree falling will always make a sound.

me - what are those three talking about? you just have to face what you paste on the facebook.

malls.... walking is tiring.

after walking through shop houses recently, i notice that the shops are far apart from each other. walking from one to another is tiring. now i know whey they invented the malls..

a blip - how it works

i dont ask for much, dont give out enough either. throughout this life, your actions will affect others; for me, i try my best to minimize both, the actions and the effects. i enjoy life of solitude. it works, for a quarter of a century. it ensures independence; lack of attachment, for me toward others, and others to me. at the same time leaves myself empty. am still leaving through it though, never felt lonelier, more than ever. felt like i want to go far away, staring at the stars on the hillside. lying on my back and thinking deeply.. and hope someone will join me someday.