11/24/09

in china, almost everyone knows mandarin; so i heard

what is the language do chinese in malaysia speak? malay loh... ZzzzZZzzz

11/23/09

a blip - how it works

i dont ask for much, dont give out enough either. throughout this life, your actions will affect others; for me, i try my best to minimize both, the actions and the effects. i enjoy life of solitude. it works, for a quarter of a century. it ensures independence; lack of attachment, for me toward others, and others to me. at the same time leaves myself empty. am still leaving through it though, never felt lonelier, more than ever. felt like i want to go far away, staring at the stars on the hillside. lying on my back and thinking deeply.. and hope someone will join me someday.

11/22/09

this is it

i use to think that i will only start to write when i stop talking. maybe i will now, at least gradually.
let me gather my thoughts, until then..

"And the question is, is to have had and lost,
Better than not having at all?" Jay-Z